Decisions

So last night, my wonderful sister talked with me about my current situation with my husband. That current situation being that we are both very unhappy and cannot decide if we want to stay together. My sis helped a ton, but I am still so torn. One of the biggest things holding me back was my family. I really do not want them to be dissapointed in me and I am so worried that I going to get a "I told you so" speech or look from them.

Anyway, my sis told me not to worry about that and concentrate on what makes me happy. There in lies the next issue. I don't know what will make me happy. I think that either way I am miserable, but think that things still could get better with my hubby. The sad thing is that I want him to make the decision easy for me. Either I want to catch him in the "act" or I want him to truly fight for me. Neither is happening. Is that a sign????

So very long story short, I am so confused and have got not a clue what to listen to, my brain (and everyone else) or my heart. What do you think???