Decisions

So last night, my wonderful sister talked with me about my current situation with my husband. That current situation being that we are both very unhappy and cannot decide if we want to stay together. My sis helped a ton, but I am still so torn. One of the biggest things holding me back was my family. I really do not want them to be dissapointed in me and I am so worried that I going to get a "I told you so" speech or look from them.

Anyway, my sis told me not to worry about that and concentrate on what makes me happy. There in lies the next issue. I don't know what will make me happy. I think that either way I am miserable, but think that things still could get better with my hubby. The sad thing is that I want him to make the decision easy for me. Either I want to catch him in the "act" or I want him to truly fight for me. Neither is happening. Is that a sign????

So very long story short, I am so confused and have got not a clue what to listen to, my brain (and everyone else) or my heart. What do you think???

Sad Day

Today blows! My crappy car decided to break down on me and so we have to give up our puppy. I am so sad. I really wish that we could keep her, but we just don't have the money right now. Plus I need to get another job, and having a new puppy is hard when you cannot be home and be around all the time.

So sad!!!!! :(

A new puppy and new job

Today Shane's co-worker brought her puppy to work that she is trying to sell. She is soo freakin cute. We are testing her out to see what the kitties do. So far so good. Now the trick is comming up with the money to buy her.
I finally got word that I got a promo at work. I am now the Team Lead of the EDI Dept. Comes with a dollar raise and more responsibility. WAHOOO!!!

Welcome to the rest of your life

So work is driving me CRAZY. We are going through so many changes and I want to know how they are going to affect me. Hopefully I will find out tomorrow. I am kind of frustrated because I think that I deserve to get a promotion, and I have been given some hope that it will actually happen, but now I'm not so sure. I guess we will see what happens tomorrow!