Confused

Boys are so weird. I am very confused about things. I get asked to go on a date and then I get ignored for three days. Is he just busy or did he change his mind? How do I know? I remember why I was glad to get married. So I didn't have to deal with silly boys. :) I blame Shane! j/k

Big Date!!!

I am so happy/nervous/crazy! Derrick asked me out on our first date! It is Saturday. I think I might throw up. I need help! What should I wear?

Good news is I did not shake to death the second time I talked to him on the phone. That is progress right? I guess we will see how things go. :)

Life is interesting!

So Shane and I are finally getting the papers in, maybe. He is dragging his feet and really irritating me. He claims that he is not meaning to and is just busy, but I don't know if I believe him.

On a good note I have been talking with this guy, Derrick. Seems nice although I am a complete idiot when it comes to flirting. I am not "in" with text flirting and sending emails, etc. I feel like i'm jumping into the deep end. I hope I do not drown. Everybody pray! Oh wait you probably already are. J/K :)

Long time

Update: I am now totally seperated from my husband, we are getting divorced. And I am looking for new people on eHarmony! What a crazy couple of months it has been.

I am living back home with my parents- yippy skippy! It's OK though because I am getting my life back and am going to eventually find someone who will be the right person.

So new life, new car, and lots of fun!!!! (not sarcastic at all :))

Decisions

So last night, my wonderful sister talked with me about my current situation with my husband. That current situation being that we are both very unhappy and cannot decide if we want to stay together. My sis helped a ton, but I am still so torn. One of the biggest things holding me back was my family. I really do not want them to be dissapointed in me and I am so worried that I going to get a "I told you so" speech or look from them.

Anyway, my sis told me not to worry about that and concentrate on what makes me happy. There in lies the next issue. I don't know what will make me happy. I think that either way I am miserable, but think that things still could get better with my hubby. The sad thing is that I want him to make the decision easy for me. Either I want to catch him in the "act" or I want him to truly fight for me. Neither is happening. Is that a sign????

So very long story short, I am so confused and have got not a clue what to listen to, my brain (and everyone else) or my heart. What do you think???

Sad Day

Today blows! My crappy car decided to break down on me and so we have to give up our puppy. I am so sad. I really wish that we could keep her, but we just don't have the money right now. Plus I need to get another job, and having a new puppy is hard when you cannot be home and be around all the time.

So sad!!!!! :(

A new puppy and new job

Today Shane's co-worker brought her puppy to work that she is trying to sell. She is soo freakin cute. We are testing her out to see what the kitties do. So far so good. Now the trick is comming up with the money to buy her.
I finally got word that I got a promo at work. I am now the Team Lead of the EDI Dept. Comes with a dollar raise and more responsibility. WAHOOO!!!